As for the nobody that are concerned with my werabouts over the past month, I'll be blunt: In a living hell. Here was some personal info from over a month back...

I am a male/ I am 17 years old/ I live in Long Beach/ I am in highschool/ I have a low paying job/ I am the only child of my married parents/ I have a girlfriend/ I am generaly alright with myself despite being ignored and having accomplished nothing in life

As of now...

I am still a male/ I am still 17/ I have had to move to Bakersfield/ I had to drop out of highschool/ I have an even worse job, making my last job seem awesome/ My parents have split up leaving both of them and myself with nothing/ I have broken up with my girlfriend and have nothing now in the way of relationships/ I generaly am sick of myself all together, am ignored entirely by all now, and am still nothing at all.

Some large changes to say the least. I have nothing left in the way of a life now and I don't even know why I am bothering posting this in the first place considering no one will read it. I could leave, be gone, and no one would bat an eye. My parents don't care anymore, nor my friends, and I have no one else left at this point. It just seems pointless now. I have nothing, am nothing, and might as well finish off being nothing. My existence at first was a joke living in suburbia where there were my original problems of just be unnoticed, but this just pushed me a mile over the edge. There is nothing left. Game over. And that....is that.